I so wanna believe in fairytales.

Did I mention before that one of the main reason that I continue blogging
is because I like to type on the computer keyboard ? :X

Okay here I am blogging again in an obvious effort
to revive my blog.
Things are boring recently.
There’s no NP events recently , so it’d been
school, work, school, work, school, work and school.
And meeting friends every 17 days or something ?
I can’t remember, I don’t have good memory.

Let’s talk about school for a little.
My previous semester’s GPA was 3.109.
Which was lousy if I compared it to my classmates.
(I think I’m the bottom few.)
Never the less, I was am still very motivated to score well
for this semester 😀
Because :
– The modules this semester seems pretty easy. For now.
– I am promised an iPad for 6As / a Kindle for 4As.
For every A I get I will be given …. Nah, not gonna tell you.
See, it’s a sure win situation for me. OOPS :X

Tsk, my mouse spoilt.

(Before I continue the post below this sentence, I chatted with a few
friends on FB, showered, browsed FB, watched some video. 3 hours has
passed :X)

Okay, so that was about it for school ? So far from what I remembered.

Now work.

Work’s the same, nothing much.
It’s like sitting there and get paid for it. My job is easy.
Despite saying so I really learnt a lot from my job,
not exactly job related though.

Boss really taught me how ugly the world really can get  really is,
how naive I was … Actually, still am .
I got really sad when he told me stories and how the world really
is like, especially the sales section.
Hmph :/
There’s also the fellow part timer, 26 YO.

They told me/ what I’ve learnt :

– Enjoy while you can , there’s really no time for you
to even do nothing when you come in to the society.
It’ll all about family, earning money, and money again.

– Don’t get married too early.
Or even worse, they kinda changed my mindset about the
entire marriage thing.
What I thought was really like, be in love, get married, have kids,
happily after. While maybe because I didn’t think that much.
Come on, I’m 17 only.
But they really showed me the … dark side ?
No, there’s no cookies at the dark side.
My boss showed me how … fragile a relationship between two
person is .. Yes, showed. :/
It seems like you’ll never ever gonna know if that’s the
right person for you, probably not even til you die.

– Don’t get in to sales.
Gosh, you really have to work every single day !
No public holidays what-so-ever, not even on weekends. Siao.

– Money IS important.

– People are materialistic.

That’s about it, it’s so depressing I don’t wanna think about it

There was this very young and beautiful looking auntie
who came to the shop and we (Her, me, boss) had a good chat
about live outside Singapore.
She was a Singaporean who emigrated to Australia 20 over
years ago.

(Before I continue , I have something to confess ..
I got distracted for about 2 weeks before coming back here to complete my post.)

So, what she told us was that Singapore is a shining star country in the
eyes of the foreigners in the country. She said the people there thinks very
highly of Singapore. I didn’t have the chance to ask her why.

I asked her if it is stress living there, as in if the standard of living there
is high. She , surprisingly to me, said not at all. She told me the life there is
near to blissful, everyone ends work early and there is no such thing as
over time. People don’t put ‘work’ as priority over there.
Work ends at about 5pm every day and get their pay by weeks or fortnights.
The life there is not stressful at all. Only minus point is that there are no
yummy food like we have here in Singapore.

She told me the comparison of Australia and here.
She really likes it here in Singapore. BUT the life here is quick paced
and stressful. Like a train there can’t stop moving.
The standard of living here is way more expensive then there.
In fact, it’s way more expensive than most of other countries.

I was shock, but at the same time I have to agree even though I didn’t live
in other countries before.
I myself feel it as a 17 years old girl. I have to work part time and study
at the same time ? Although it’s totally by choice.
I felt pretty sad when she said that. I love this country, but because of our size
and system and kiasu-ness, this environment is way too stressful.

Just look at the people waiting for MRT .. (AND HOW INSIDE GOT SPACE PEOPLE DON’T WANT MOVE !)
Apparently there are no space left at the entrance, they die die also want to squeeze in.
And me being a little small in size always no need move people at the back will
push me in.

This bring me back to my all time favourite topic.
Our education system.
On the other day, I had a quick conversation with one of my lecturer about the ed system.

Yes, the richer people/family is at an advantage end of the entire system !
Only 4/10 people from tops schools are living in HDBs, others lives in
condominium, terrace and stuff.
Ya, you may think okay what, considered a lot. NO !
Do you know how many HDBs we have in Singapore ? It’s all over the place !
And only 40% comes from HDBs ? Siao.

Let me analyse.
Kids born in wealthy family have less things to worry about.
Parents are rich enough to hire maids that will pretty much clear all the chores.
They will not hear ” AH BOY UH ! GO WASH THE PLATES !”
Which you have to agree hating to hear all these from your parents.
This shouting thingy from them will distract you from studying if you were.
It also takes up your studying time. Or your playing time, which cannot be shorten will
eat into your playing time.

Us as the poor kid, will spend time thinking about the stuff we want but can’t have.
Rich kid ? Point and get it.
Rich kids have their own room too, and their own comfy personaly space to study.
Poor kids don’t.

I shall not elaborate anymore, I have blogged about the other points before.
Go find.

Okay .. That’s about it .
Can tell I am under a lot of lame stress lol.
Chaos !

(Finally completed this post haha)


Was on the phone with a friend today,
he was in some sort of confusion so he called me.
He asked me whether I know XXX ?
(a girl, confusions always involves females)
I said yes, I know her and thinks she’s a pretty nice
and cute girl, at least from what I know.
Then he gave me a confused respond :
” But she seems to dislike you pretty much. “
My first reaction was HUH ? O.O
How can that be ? Like well, not that it can’t be
but I had hardly worked with her, I’d never interacted with
her and definitely not know her very well.
It’s the same for her to me . Then what exactly about
me was she disliked about . My friend didn’t know,
me neither.
I in no way had offended her intentionally or knowingly.
Sorry if I did but I don’t think I did.

Here I’m posting this is not because :
” GOSH, I hate that b!tch, she @%$%@^$#^ how can she
dislike me for no reasons?!”
What I’m trying to say is that I’m confused, and at the same time
I understood (LOL, almost typed understanded) something.

I’m confused why would people dislike a person SO MUCH
if you hardly know someone.
Okay, I’m not some saint that don’t judge someone by their
looks, appearance and behaviour but by something that they really
are laa, but I don’t go to the extend of DISLIKING the person
just because of what I heard or what I see but not understand.

Yes, sorry, I judge but I keep it to myself until that person proves my
judgements right laa.

I understood that, people don’t see things you want them to all the time.
Even though you think you’re acting like an angel already, some will
still think you’re Satan in disguise, you know ?
Okay, I’m a little exaggerating. So long you get what I mean can le(;

Yaaa ….
Okay bye, haven’t shower and it’s 1AM !

I’m now a NCO. XD

Damn, it’s adead blog now, I want to blog but lazy -.-
Siian. Nevermind, I’ll post a picture for now.

Damn, I’m taking Secondary 1 .

NCO camp was a fun and enriching , and a slack one.
Shall not elaborate here, you’ll never know who’s reading
when your blog is open to everyone XD
This holiday have no difference from no holiday loh,
Got remedia if not CIP then course .
But never mind lah, at home also nothing to do .
Tomorrow have the leadership course thingy , then
have the CIP briefing.
Friday also have the Course.
Then Sat have the CIP , at Singapore Flyer.
Busy busy busy week.

People are acting weird …
&& it’s freaking me our. XO

NP 😀

Well, It’s not my fault is it? It’s like my first time not caring so much about how
others feel; I;m just doing what I think will make me happy.
Or did I really did something wrong ??? I never mean it.

Ooh man, so so so long never update le. 🙁
No time lah! Homework also no time do liao
now only can afford to have short post.

I hate my stupid procrastinating habit.

It is getting out of control.
I know I can de, no I must.
If not will tio own by teachers again … :/

Concentrate Wei Er, concentrate.

When I was in Sec 1.

I remeber last year, the NTUC incident.
I doubt anyone will remember, there’s one alittle siao
de aunty wanting help form me and Yong Ting.
So we helped, I didn’t see the other customer’s expression.
But Yong Ting did, she keep telling to heck care her and go.
But I didn’t see the needs, she seems harmless.
She told me to go look for some stuff, so I went to look for
a kind of donno what juice she wanted. Can’t find it, went back to her
say cannot find, but she insisted me to help her find. Er ?
I stoned there, struggling looking at her, the other customers in the line
and at Yong Ting who kept suggesting we just go. Seriously, I was about to
cry. Then here comes my hero, LOL. A orchid park guy in red tee,
(Most probably the Sec 3 Camp tee then in 2008) he and he friend was
sitting outside on the metal bar watching. Then he came over and scolded the
aunty scolding her ‘You siao arh’ ‘Just come out of mental hospital’ all that LOL.
Then he told us to go, don’t care about her.
Whao …
The SADDEST this of all is that I don’t know who he is and I’ve forgotten how he
look like :C , I didnt got to thank him that day …
Who is he, he should be in Secondary 4 this year. :/


MAY 21st, 2011

Great, just as everyone is watching 2012 and thinking it might end then or what so ever;
I came upon a webpage or more than one saying the world will end at

The End of the World
October 21, 2011

2011! instead of 2012!? WTH.
What they said, the judgement day, what 7000 thousands year?
Christian should know more.
I’m going to give you the link and YOU go check it out yourself.
What I can say is, I’m still young and don’t wanna die so soon.

Judgment Day!
May 21, 2011


Genesis 7

These are very interesting, I suggest you go and know more about it.
But promise you won’t cry and live a better life after it. Kay?


I haven’t tell you what happened yesterday.

Yesterday as I said I’m gonna to watch 2012 with Woan Ting.
I also said I woke up too early or something so I wasn’t feeling well.
I felt giddy. But heck lah, if yesterday nvr go don’t know when is the
next time le.
Then go watch blahblah, watch til 1/3 of the show I vomited -.-
WTH. Then the poor guy beside me moved to don’t know where.
Then me and Woan Ting moved to other place -.-
Disgusting I know. Thanks.
The movie was , SAD. Damn SAD. So many people died.
I cried like don’t know how many times. Heck.
Sms keep coming in forgot from who.
Then ….
Went home after that. Cannot take the shaking of the bus , then
vomit again. Then alight the bus immediately.
Lol. When I got off the bus I puke again.
And I was still a few stop away from home. Great. It was drizzling.
I knew I was 100% sick then. Noithing like this had happened to me in the pass
10 or 8 years? Wa … ?
Hais. Hey …
Well … Now even the queen is talking about climate change and global warming.
Blame Who?
Blame Us.

I say HELLO.

Hiie 😀
As many of you know, I usually sleep 1/2 of my day off .
So today I woke up around 3. LOL , still dare say.
Okay, got work today mah then 5.30 PM need leave house.
So hor , when I’m prepared to leave house I saw my boss sms;
says that today office won’t have people so no need to go.
Wah, siian. Then heck lah, cause just now … my nood not very good.
So just go out and walk walk loh.
Want to find Woan Ting de but she nvr pick up her phone and
my handphone batt going flat ):
Then I walk alone loh, walked to khatib then walk around.
Sms MR Martin on the way then suddenly HP no batt -.-
Then I’m all alone, siian. Then I decided to go to NP,
yes alone, but I sit at the 811 bus stop for like hours the bus still not
here so I changed my mind of taking bus, I go take MRT to Yishun 😀
Clever right. Lol. But when I just go a few block away from the bus stop
I saw the bus driving pass me, and I saw Vincent in it I stare at him he stare
at me. LOL, very funny XD
When I reached NP, I also walked around aimlessly. Okay lah, got shop.
Then went to Popular, I SAW THE BOOK I WANT!!!
Siian , then after that walk around more, then MRT back to Khatib again, then
walk home from there. XD Actually from NP I bus home never, but the thing is
I have alot of time 😀


Just back from the Click ‘n’ Shoot competition.
Nope, I didnt paticipate go there be ‘recorder’ only
Lol, the girls and the guys from our unit keep looking around
for shuai ge or mei nu’ , Yishun Town got one NCO very chio
Sambawang Sec And Ahmad Ibrahim Sec both have 1 not bad
looking guy ;D
LOL. Enough crap, we look at them cause we have nothing better to
do only.
After that, went to Mac with KX they all.
Seriously regretted. They damn …. DONKEY lah -.-
Sam , Huai Miao and Donovan pangseh. Tsk.
Okay… When I reached home, no key again.
Nvm, use to it liao. Then went to look for
Ho Wei Ting.
(For those of you who don’t know who’s Ho Wei Ting, She’s a legendary
Monster with terrible attitude ans ultra feirce, someTHING you should not mess
with. )
AKA. my sister -.-
I went to look for her and found her with A BIG BUCH of people.
With good geek I dont care, but the things is she’s with
Micheal Jackson that type.
Yes, Micheal Jackson are among the people. Not trying to say they are paikia
I know they are just pure playful. After all, who wants to be bad?
But that monster have PSLE next year leh. And her result is really
Comfirm go NA or NT liao loh.
AND WEIJIA! Hais. Also not so good but better by a little bit.
She see this I sure die.
Her teacher keep calling home sia. Call her to go CCA -.-
Then her form teacher want see my father.